Small Me, Big God

Letting God Hold the Pen Scripture: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” — Proverbs 3:5–6 We all wake up already telling a story. Before we even step out of bed, there’s a narrator in our head working overtime: “This day is going to be stressful.” “I’m behind.” “No one understands me.” “I’ve got to fix everything myself.” “This will never change.” And without even realizing it, we start living according to that script—one we didn’t ask for, didn’t pray over, and didn’t consult God about. It’s a story shaped by old fears, old wounds, old habits of thinking. But Scripture shows us something radically different: We are not meant to be the sole authors of our lives. We are meant to be co-authors with God— and ultimately, to let Him hold the pen. Here’s the mystery: God doesn’t force His way into our story. He waits for permission. He waits for surrender...

The God Who Stays in the Quiet Places Scripture: “A bruised reed He will not break, and a smoldering wick He will not snuff out.”   Isaiah 42:3 When Faith Feels Quiet There are seasons when faith doesn’t feel bright or strong. Some days belief comes easily; other days it feels thin, tired, or distant. Sometimes faith feels real and alive; sometimes it feels like a memory. It can even feel like something overlaid on life rather than growing naturally from the heart. These quiet seasons do not mean faith has died. They simply mean the heart is tired. And God knows how to meet a tired heart. God Does Not Ask for Performance Many people fear that God expects constant strength, constant confidence, or constant passion. But Scripture paints a very different picture. God does not demand emotional intensity. He does not require perfect clarity. He does not ask the weary to pretend. A wavering heart is still seen. A quiet prayer is still heard. A faint spark is still honored. God does not ...